Where god? WHERE?

Me in a church in Spain

So, every day on my way driving I see a large billboard from a local church. The church name doesn't matter so much as the message I see. It says "Don't stop. You are almost there."

So after a few days I starting asking after seeing this message daily "Where god, WHERE?!" If I am not where I'm supposed to be then where should I be. What place, space or circumstance am I missing or avoiding my being in the wrong place? 

Last week for the first time I heard clearly, as if someone was sitting in the passenger seat of my car "NOT HERE!". I abruptly slowed down, shook my head and heard it again. I daydream a lot so I'm used to hearing the whisperings of ancestors or excitable thoughts from my own imagination.

So now my journey is at full pivot. My place in the world is on full tilt and I'm freefalling hoping to land where I'm meant to be right now, in this moment while I plan for the next one. Everything is is much clearer, brighter and in beautiful flux.
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